i do not want to talk abt what happened yesterday
even if i bleed. no one would care.
i'm far away
i could still sense her mocking smiles.
i'm giving up really. no more love and caring. i dont need such things.
lies and more lies. accuse me? the worst fear is to be doubt by them
i feel even helpless at home. i will be silent.
i do not want to fight anymore.
let them win this battle.
i will not be myself. i will change myself. i will. give me some time.
i will be unfeeling. i do not want to be emotionally attached to them.

i do not trust them.
they are just a bunch of fools.